Aden has been going through Seperation Anxiety recently. It is like he is attached to me. If I even leave the room he starts screaming and crying. Of course this is worse when I have to leave for school and when I come home and cant even spend that much time with him because I have to lock myself in my room or do homework or study for something. When he is waking up I am getting ready to leave. So he gets really happy to see me first thing when he wakes up, then I have to go. Aden will follow me to the door and will have to be held back so I can actually leave. I can hear his screams and crys all the way down the hall. Despite all the time he spends with my mother, he only reacts like this when I leave. I feel so guilty when I have to leave for school. Hearing him cry and scream and call out "mama mama mama" breaks my heart. It makes me want to turn around, forget about class, and go back and give him a big kiss and stay home with him. But I know I cant do that. I know I have to finish school, no ifs ands or buts.
I just hate having to leave him when he makes it seem like he needs me the most.
At least I have some weeks off for summer now and can spend all my time with him.
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